Alone again

Those days when you
Just feel down for no
Apparent reason
Even though there is a
"Force" out there that you
Don't notice
Well
It's trying to tell you something
That you've been denying
A general truth that
You bitterly repressed
Because "she" said that
"You're not alone anymore."
And she was right.
Knowing she was right
Feeling that it's "too" right
To take as your own
Reality
And the events that followed after
Made her claim invalid
"Because I am alone."
And the events that followed after
"He" whose troubles
I can't get involved with
Because I revoked that mutual
"History" we had
These instances
Spirals downward in the inner
And outer depths of my
Being.
Alone.